Today I hurt. Physically speaking. Which tends to affect the emotional side of things. I hurt in my pelvis, which is bad for memories, etc.

Moving on. I can't focus on anything today. I've not done anything today but take a long hot bath and lay in bed. I am blogging because I'm alone. It's been a very, very long time since I've been alone, and it's hard for me to deal with. I feel the need to "connect" with someone, but there's no one around. Luckily Stace is allowed to text at work, or at least gets away with it, so I have someone to talk to for the most part. Eric will be home tonight, but for now, it's just me and the kids. It's a very lazy day for all of us, them being sick. They're better today than they were yesterday, but still not 100%.

Meh, I don't really have anything to say. I'm just laying here. I think I'll probably read for a while, or watch some BSG. I don't know, I just need something to occupy my mind, else it winds up in places it dosen't belong. Maybe someday soon I'll find something a bit more interesting to talk about, but for now, thanks for hanging in there with me. Love you guys
4 Responses
  1. Melanie Says:

    *hug* Kyley is in the other room decorating christmas cards for you and the kids <3

    Text me if you need to chat and get your mind off things. I'm just going to be cleaning up after her
    love you girl!

  2. Suzanne Says:

    You know Courtney, I don't know if your followers are your friends IRL, but they sure show you a lot of love. I'm glad I found you and if I had texting on my phone, I'd text you! Anyway, hang in there... :)

  3. Jen Says:

    I've had those days.

    Love you. Praying for you. Even though I've not been online to chat much, I think of you every day, and keep you in my heart.

  4. Courtney Says:

    Ha Suzanne there is only one of my followers who started out as IRL friends. But now I consider most of them IRL friends, bc we text and I've even met Erin in real life. They are fantastic! I met most of them on bloom (I LOVE THAT SITE!). I'm glad you found me too! And I would totally text you back!

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