Right now...
Courtney
Right now I am lonely.

Right now my mother is sitting next to me, holding both of my children, looking at their new books.

Right now my husband is sitting in the other room, working on a quilt for 'A's' babygirl, who is due to be born on the first of September.

Right now, NCIS is on, but I've seen it.

Right now, I feel anxious, and even a little terrified, to go to church tonight. It's a long story, but those feelings are very, very real.

Right now, my neck hurts.

Right now, I'm anxiously awaiting 11:15 P.M. to roll around so I can pick 'S' up from the airport.

Right now, my 3 year old, who has a fever, has been instantly cured by his new firetruck book.

Right now, I feel a million miles away from God. Away from everyone, really.

Right now I want to go get in the shower and stay there.

Right now, I am NOT stalking you. Really.. okay yeah I am.

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