I keep saying I'm going to get back into blogging...
And then I don't.
But I really, really want to...
But I don't.
There are several reasons, I guess. It's been so long since I *really* blogged that I doubt anyone actually reads this anymore. And what do I do, just pick up like I've never been gone? And WHAT ON EARTH DO I TALK ABOUT?
I mean, seriously, I'm a stay at home mom who sleeps til about 2 p.m. then picks her kids up from school and starts her day. Other than the fact that they're cute, is anyone actually interested? I mean, I could probably keep you entertained with the stuff that does come out of their mouths, but really... I feel like I'm stuck. I started this blog to make a difference, to tell my story. And I've done that. Now I'm at this really, really good place in life, and I almost feel like I have nothing to say. It's all so normal.
But... The fact of the matter is that no matter what state of mind I am in, I was still abused, and I still have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and I'm still Bipolar. And I guess now I'm in more of a position to be helpful, now that my head is clear, I guess. And I still love God, and I think I'm closer to him than ever before. And I LOVE to write. I absolutely love to. And sometimes I even convince myself that I'm actually good at it. But I don't do it enough.
So... What do I write about? Does it have to be the same stuff every day? Cute pictures of my kids and a run down of what we didn't do today? (yes, I'm being sarcastic... good catch) Or random posts about the harder parts of my life? Or about God? Or about all of these things? Or none of these things? I really, really want to get back to writing in some capacity, and I feel like I've kinda left this blog hanging and I really want to get back to it... so... if you're actually reading this, please say hi, just so I'll know.
I'll stop making your eyes bleed, now. Love to all
hi :-)
don't quit.
keep writing.
i think you are awesome and I like knowing what's going on with you...or what's NOT going on....hehe.
So, don't quit.
you write about whatever whenever the inspiration strikes - light, heavy, nonsense, scripture. Write for yourself and it will draw others in.
You are good at writing.
HI! me too, I love hearing from you!!!!
I didn't even know you moved. I sure miss your writing. Yeah, what Tia said. ;)